I'm a 15 year old Asian and I HATE MY FACE. My eye lids are droopy, my under eyes are too puffy, my skull is too round and large, my nose is too small and my cheeks are too big. I've never been happy in my life and I want to get a blepharoplasty(asian double eyelid surgery) so bad. Money is not the problem. The problem is that I have a huge fear over my life. I know the complications of plastic surgery are small, but I fear that if I get surgery then I might not wake up. AND I DON'T WANNA DIE!! I wanna LIVE okay? I wanna have a chance to be happy and smile and laugh and hang out with friends and stuff like that. But I know for a fact that if I dont get the surgery then I'm never going to be happy! I just want to stop worrying about my face all the time and smile in pictures and act all crazy in party pixes and not think "omg i'm so ugly i shouldn't make those facial expressions they make me look fat and ugly." I just want to be like everyone else, but I'm just SOOOOO scared of dying or if the plastic surgeon ruins my face! I plan on getting on of the best board certified surgeons in beverley hills. And also I have absolutely no health problems and I've never had any type of surgery before so I absolutely do not know if I will have a bad reaction and/or complications. So help me please! What should I do? I'm thinking if I get it I'll get it when I'm 17-18 years old. I'm scared of dying but I want to be happy..... @ everyone that answered so far i know that u guys are saying that i should feel beautiful the way i am but i can't! no matter what i just can't! i look at myself in the mirror and i just think god i would look so much better if i just had a little nip or tuck...and unfortunately i can't be happy! i just have to get this surgery done! being happy is one of the 3 things in life that i strive for and i can't be happy without surgery! but im so scared for my life...